keskiviikko 30. joulukuuta 2015

My comfort zone.


Every year I make New Year's resolutions that I am trying to keep up with for the rest of the year. However, 2015 was an exception. I didn't make any resolutions besides enjoying life and refresh my social life.

As a result I have met many new people this year, re-connected with a few old friends and grew apart with a few friends which is, of course, is a sad thing, but people change and there's nothing wrong with that. You just need to think of it as a good thing.

2015 wasn't a good year. Do I need to complain? No. I finally found a nice job that I actually like after years of searching. I am trying my best to be happy with who I am and really want to make people I am surrounded by happy and see them happy. In sense of that, 2015 was a great year. But emotionally and physically I feel tired. I am really glad 2015 is almost over.

I learned how to appreciate people the hard way. I learned how to compromise. But I have also learned that I don't need to keep up with shit and stand up for myself and speak up my mind. I came out of my comfort zone even though it was scary. I was scared. But as I look back I realize that I have grown up mentally and emotionally even more this year than during the last few years because I didn't make any promises and I tried to take care of my inner self instead of buying things and satisfying myself by proving other people wrong.

How many of you can say that they are truly happy? I am surely happy that 2015 is almost over therefore I feel great and full of hope that 2016 will be even better and brighter and I will develop my skills of communication and connect with people on any kinds of levels if it's necessary. And also learn more about what I want and what I feel and keep the insecurities away.

I was asked if I had a dream and I couldn't reply. I forgot what it's like to dream, so maybe we should all dream more in 2016 and make these dreams come true. What do you think?

Let's all try to expand our comfort zone and take a step into unknown, but not forget who we really are and what we want. Don't forget to spread love and happiness all around.

Happy New Year to all of you! x

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